Only someone close to ones heart can be vv special

      It's normal anyone to be attracted to certain human beings. At  40 I attended a course organised by the State Education Department from certain selected Teachers teaching in very critical rural schools. All the Teachers invited to attend the Moral or Ethic course were the main Teachers of the selected schools those performed very badly in standard 6 examination and the percentage of passes  only zero continuesly for several years. Being a new teacher in this school I highlighted the reasons and limitationsn the help the school and the Teachers need to improve the situation. Here after several sessions and meetings ,the main person or deputy Directer for the particular subject visited my group for the first time. I saw a very good looking man full of curly hair, just like a male mannequin sitting at the dining table during lunch, but he didn't eat. After lunch we all gathered at the conference room , this man the special guest from Ministry of Education at Jalan duta, invited to give speech to officiate the course, his name was Loganathan Ramakrishnan. His smile at the opening ceremony stole my heart, his vibes pulled me towards him.
 I experienced a new feeling of Vibration strucked me. It was a very beautiful feeling. That day late evening I had fever n cough n my body was not well. I rest in my room and did t attend the evening session, late evening when the Officer frm State Department asked me about my health ibyold him improved a bit after taking medicine after seeing the doctor. I can't explain the feelj g and emotion which I was experiencing, . I felt my heart was pierced by a sharp instrument but the beautiful feeling kept me feeling good for few weeks..